🌊Solace
Baby Steps
Nanda Regine
"Hush little baby don't you cry,Everything is going to be alright."Those were supposed to be my wordsThat gently slept with you as you closed your eyesBut it's your soul that's always with meThat's hushing these thoughts I weepAnd I'm sorryI'm soreI'm triggeredI didn't understand trigger warningsUntil the moment your angels cameEncouraging you that its okay... Mommy loves youIt's okayI didn't understand until I felt only my heart beatYours outrun by painThen suddenly just... Just spaceBut you still whispered,"Hush little mommy don't you cry,Everything is going to be alright."Just like how I wanted to babyIt's not alright and I'm still cryingBecause you're a part of meThat is apart from meMe"But mommy I want you to remember that...When you're alone and missing meAnd you can't cross your dark holePut a smile on your lips and rememberIt's the body that dies and not the soul""I'm with youYou with meDon't you worryI'm snuggled up in angel wings"
— Nanda Regine
From “Inside Her Roses”